Nick Presley May 20 at 4:53pm
had to go to campus, forgot a book. im sorry, but please understand my intentions were well. i suck at this, im trying to get better, but clearly neither hard enough nor good enough nor in time. tomarrow we are going to a waterfall. if you come, which i doubt you will but if you do, we could go, i already asked.
dont worry about how I feel. after all, you want me to be tortured, and I can only blame myself. I do not want to be spared what I have sewed.
nick.
Anya Pechenina May 20 at 6:14pm
i dont want to torture you. it won't make me any happier. i am tired of feeling sad and hurt all the time, i dont want to be a victim. i told u before, this all is up to you. i hope u finally get it.
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Anya Pechenina May 20 at 6:16pm
and i still love you, this feeling doesnt go away that easy. we were a good thing till you relaxed and i let it slide. my main reason for not coming back is the possibility of this happening again.
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Anya Pechenina May 20 at 8:46pm
fix it, im in agony. nothing's better, i hate this. im like a wounded animal. make it better. u know u can, just do it.
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Anya Pechenina May 21 at 8:36am
Ok, i hate the fact that we cant talk. I know you feel like shit right now, and i do as well. The thing is, i love you. And I want to be with you. I dont think we need to separate, I needed u to unde
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Anya Pechenina May 21 at 8:38am
rstand what i felt. I did really want to get out, since nothing seemed to work to resolve this. I know this is shitty on my part to turn around now, but i was serious about the break up. Please be hon
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Anya Pechenina May 21 at 8:41am
nest with me. I think we can make it, as long as we both are conscious about each other. I am not going to act like im single, while ur away, i don't care about the others.
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Anya Pechenina May 21 at 6:39pm
actually no, you have to work for it.
Anya Pechenina May 21 at 10:19pm
have an info on u cheating on me while i was in town with some blonde. you can go fuck ur self, cuzz ur not getting any from me. i hate you. shoulda hid it better. peace
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Anya Pechenina May 22 at 1:13pm
And now that I am sober I realize that you did tell me you cheated on me, you just didn't have the balls to admit that it wasn't a joke, cuzz you freaked over me crying. I hope it eats you from the inside. I honestly don't understand what I did to deserve this.
And all your bullshit about trying? C'mon I wasn't born yesterday, I've seen men try. This was not it. Whatever I told you was to make you feel better. You put less and less effort into this relationship after I left. I saw that and felt it. I will not tolerate my feelings being dismissed the way you dismissed them. I gave you a benefit of a doubt 3 times and the news about you cheating are just a cherry on top, my validation, my ticket to get out of this relationship.
Disappointed is what I am in you. Hurt, angry and disappointed. There's nothing you can do to mend this. I hope you enjoy my emotional struggle described in these messages over past 2 days. I hope you're proud of your self for doing this to the best thing that could have ever happen to you. Good luck replacing what I had to offer.
Do your self a favor, be good to your next girl.
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