Once AGAIN! Is it ever going to end? I am tired, but I don't want to let you go! I can't! You're in my bloodstream, you're my drug, you're my everything, yet insufficient nothing, I don't want you storming into my life, turning it into hurricane and tear everything up! But more than anything I want you to be near, I want to love you and get the same back. Why in the hell am I so weak. Why do I hurt you? Why do I hurt my self? No matter where we'll end up I love you and hate you forever. Forgive me all the pain.
Love you always
Anya